On creative endeavours, and self-belief, and vision.

I am thinking aloud here - because I figure that while the first step in creative endeavours might be self-belief, the second step must be vision. I need to know exactly what I want to achieve in order to create it. And right now, this relates to my composition work. The thing is, I know what I want, but in a really abstract way - I want to make something different. Something that doesn't require any tricks or get-out clauses. Something groundbreaking within my limited sphere, I guess. And maybe, because I am giving myself all the time in the world to create this (in the paraxial approximation), that might happen. In the process of writing down these thoughts, they kind of become more crystallised, and I start to actually have ideas about how I am going to achieve what I want. It's like my subconscious is going into overdrive as I type.

Hopefully, something solid will come out of this. I can feel the beginnings of an idea. So thank you, Muse.